Ramadhan - A month of forgiving

It seems that Ramadhan has its uniqueness. Other than me, some whom i know who have problems, it seems their patience is a lil higher these days. Other than just grieving in my problems, i do feel sad for theirs. But like i said, this month, just dekatkn diri denganNya. Doa2 sebanyak2 nya. Insyallah Dia mendengarnya. Its okay to cry, just like i did during terawih. And i can truly say i miss being in Mecca. I hope i can wipe my tears at the Kaabah once more.. Insyallah.

I kinda feel lost now. I don't have my beauty sleep for the first few nights. Always awakened every hour just to peek at my phone, whether she did message me. But no. But its okay. Whenever my phone beeps, i was hoping it was from her. But no. It was either my friends or cousin.

So basically, this is how i felt during Ramadhan. I hope this problems would fade away or be solved, insyallah.

I got nothing much to say and i'm trying hard not to break down again now. Sorry, guys who cries have soul. So ya..

So whoever wants to break fast with me, i'm a phone call away ya. Cos i can't stand being at home. Especially when my dad's around. Another problem of mine. So if i decided to take a break somewhere this few days alone, i hope you all understand aite. I know how to take care of myself.

Thats it i guess. May Him bless all of you.. Insyallah.



Ya Allah.. apalah kesalahan ku? Aku bingun..
Senangkn lah cabaran untuk hamba mu ini.. Insyallah.

And if you're appearing offline in msn, please don't.
Its okay if you do not want to talk..
but let me see you online so i know you're alrite..

And close to heart..

Miss you.