When i'm gone.

4 more days till i fly off.
Time flies fast.

Umrah.
It might be the first for me.
And last.
Only God knows.

And since i'm still here,
Let me have the opportunity to say a few things.

I've tried to be a good person.
I want to be a good person.
I know i've made mistakes.
And to those i've hurt,
I'm deeply truly sorry.

To all those out there,
You mean so much to me.
I enjoyed every single moments.
I'll always remember the good times.

And especially you.
Thank you for your company.
Thank you for your time.
Thank you for getting to know me.
I know i've hurt you alot.
Truly deeply sorry from my heart.

When i'm not around anymore,
I just want you all to know,
Life's full of challenges.
Don't give up and just keep fighting.
Accept the challenges from above.

One day, you'll have happiness.
I may not be there to experience it,
But i'll know,
And i'll keep praying for you.

Be sincere with your loved ones.
Enjoy while it last.
No point arguing.
Its good to give in.

I think i've said enough.
Do pray for my safe journey.
Whatever happens,
Tuhan yang lebih mengetahui.

When i'm there,
All of you will be in my prayers.

Insyallah,
Everything will be okay.
To see me here again :)

I Want To Grow Old With You.

Another day without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know how much it means
For you to stay right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you, I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you, I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Speech giving heart.

When i was out with you,
I enjoyed every moment.
I never felt so different.

Looking straight in your eyes,
Seeing you smile,
And foremost, your company.
I wasn't thinking about other things,
Except to make our day a memorable one.

When we were silent on the hill,
I looked up to the night sky,
Praying,
Hoping this would never end.

I hate to say goodbye.
But sadly, God created time.
And i was hesitant to let you go.

All i can hope for is for a 2nd time.
And more to come.

Don't believe me when i say
I LOVE YOU.
But let me prove it to you.

I know its hard.
I know you're scared.
But one day,
We will overcome that fear,
Together.

Your new heart.
A sense of insecurities.
Everyday lives and stories you take in,
Making it more fragile as time passes.

But at the end of the day,
Follow whats in your heart,
Not in your mind.

Do not be afraid.
My hand will always be reaching out,
Waiting for yours to lay sincerely on mine.

When i think back,
I've never been so sincere to anyone before,
Except you dear.

This is no sweet talk.
But a heart, so pure, crying out.

I am friendly.
I do make people laugh.
But when i'm facing someone,
who i love and care the most,
Its normal to be speechless. :)