Behind every door..

I felt different for the past hour. I was confused, worried, sad and scared. I can't foresee what will happen next. After reading a blog which belongs to a friend of mine, it makes me wonder. Wondering deep inside. To know how fortunate i am. I thank god for everything. He has the heart and soul to say out loud about his personal life. He is a friend, unlike any other. Quiet. Observant. Funny. Weird. I thought he was a normal teenager like me. But i was wrong. A mother's love that he will inherit in his heart forever. Diagnosed with cancer and a time span of 5 years more to live. A battle she will fight bravely till the end. To you my friend, i'm always there for u. Supporting. Praying. In the end, it's all in god's hand. Two words. Be strong. And for myself, im afraid of god. I will shed tears whenever there's a "marhaban" at the mosque. I will think back mistakes i've made. And willing to learn from it. One word that is in my life now. Respect. It applies to everything. From the elderly to the opposite sex. For some of you who might know me better, i've never used any vulgars to girls especially. The word Gentleman is created for a purpose. Wherever i look now, i see malay guys with tattoos and ear pierced. All for one purpose. Attracting girls. What happened to their religion? I feel sad for them. And the word love? Does it mean loving someone because of their looks? Their appearances? And what about the inside? The heart? Well, things are changing. Hmm. So yea. That's all i gotta say for now~